dno

tml's my dad's birthday...and is also christmas eve, ya....u wish ar....let wad fucking christmas bring all your wishes and let me be ur friend...
i do hope u fucking seee dis huh?
dno...suddenly feel niave and feel lyk world is rly dependent on ur frens.....and ur friends make up ur world....

yea...loosing frens are common but it doesnt feel good when u dont want to make new ones or cnt make new ones.....

going to mj, but i dno a fuck abt wad i suppossed to do? or when i supposed to report...
hear wad 27 haf a subject thing? but noe no shit abt it, got me pissed as i felt how lost i am now at this period of time.

yea.
i shall nt get emo while talking to others isit?
den who to talk to?
yea...so i kip silent is e best as i would jus disappear down the next corner and walk in to darkness....

no christmas party dis year..and i am v. upset cos i haf nth to look forward to.

do i get affected by things too much? yes..i noe i do...

but i dun see a prob with dat? i noe tati am able to supress my feelings after geting emo.....
so i doubt i am having so much emotional problems huh?
hmmm...
maybe when i get to higher education, i should take social sciences huh?and be a psychologist?

i haf alot of things to say now,
went to vivo, den realised how shit fast spore is moving and i am lagging behind an economy seat.
i rly nid to do well nxt 2 years and move my self in to first-class, to be able to clinch a double degree in business at SMU.
big dreams huh? shit dreams i think...
dne.
i tot y nt go into e marine business instead.....yea....satisfying but lots of things to learn.....

dno la...whether its an emotional ride of my life or a psychotic ride, i noe i am not mentally
and physically prepared to embark my nxt phase of life....and certainly, i am nt feelig good abt it.