today was great...except for the trip back from safra.

969 was damn full so i have no place to sit when i am exhauted.

den.

when i reached tampines, i waited for damn long30 mins for 67.

fuck.

pissed.

took  1.5hr or even more hours to get home. knn.

was happy to have time at home. it jus feels so great.

after 15days of being away.

jus hoped i can rest well at home but my training and other things are just refraining me from doing so.

besides, i have a stronger sense of belonging ever since i retruned from the 12 day trip. 

jus makes a person know how wonderful singapore is.

still thinking bout her.

an impossibility but hopefully a possibility.

damn.

haha.

friends come and go.

yet few conquer the peaks  with you.

mental check

went to watch four christmases just now.

was a good show. at least not a disappointment.

i am still sweating like a freak. i think its jus my genes, but my fren told me i may be sick.

moving on.

my trip to china was fulfilling and useful. 

an eye opener, yet a it was nt a totally good social process for me.

ogl camp was a bomb. i did not want to go for the camp at all in the first place

due to exhaustion and also emotional purposes.haha.

 but in e end. it ended well and my grp A li got first!

it was certain fun with such a nonsense group which got 6 on first day and 1st on last day

i went for training last nite, after e camp. 

it was yet another attack on my mentality as i did not perform as well as i expect.

guess its just the pressure.

wad a bad thing its a mental sport.

was abit fedup with myself and got into a brawl with colleen.

nvm.

tml training at 930. hopefully it is useful.

lot more to talk bout. shall blog it else where.

wtf bbq..

back in sg, but went for the ogl camp....

really tired...

giong to watch movie with my sis now

bye.

blog tonite

blogging from china.


confirm gain 10 kg when i reach home....
thats all i am going to blog.

bye(:

retrospect

the past year, has been one with little time to spare for myself.

yet, for the next few months, all i hope to have, is time spent wisely.

the past few weeks have been hectic, though the promos are over.

i think this lifestyle is worse? 

been to queens way for 3 times this week liao, going agian nxt tuesday to get e jackets.=.=

we stocked bout 90 packets of maggi mee for the china trip, which we predict is not enough. 

haha.

abit weird huh....

i suggest we hav cooking lessons at night, but they all were against my idea....wad a bad start..hahah.

ok...so i am left with 5 days before my departure.

Lots to do. Yet what i really want, is a nice break with time to think.

its time for me to review my past year. 

retrospect.