definitely wont do well for chem tml.
dis wk end is an exhaustive one. but one that gave me great self realisation
today, is nt worth mentioning, was nt feeling well for a huge part of the day.
yea.
furthermore, samuel words made me think that i might haf faired much better in TJ.
wad can i say? he was true.

tats all...
hoping the past is the present

sorry

i am really sorry.
i did not mean to offend u in any sorts, and i know i have said something wrong,
some thing that made you even worse of wad u felt in the first place.
i jus dont know how to put my thoughts into words at such situations.

the most important thing is ur wellbeing now. Hopefully u are feeling better
when you read this post. sorry

religion....
why do people fear in approaching this topic?

jeremy, gave a valid point. faith is the word.
belief is something else. nothing wrong, to believe something else, but have faith in another thing.

it doesnt make sense...but i noe bout it.


my previous post, is against all faiths.
no objection...but yea...

made up my new decision....
will try to preevnt any thing from hindering it...
haha...bye, hope to have morehope

"the law of life cant be avoided. the law comes into operation the moment we detach ourselves from our mother's womb. all struggle and misery in life is due to our attempt to arrest this law or to get away from it or in allowing ourselves to be hurt by it. the fact must be recognized. a profound unmitigated loneliness is the only truth of life. All else is false"

Instrumental quote...
up to you to believe it.

do i hav to keep using words that requires reading btw e line?
why dont i hav my freedom of speech.
the freedom of speech in an open, democratic world, is all
jus totally nt true.
afraid of being critisiced by others, scared of offending others,
and lastly, very concious of our own image.
even when, at time,s no one is concious bout ur image.

maybe, i will, oneday, jus write all out, yet, exercising control.
is what i will do for the timebeing.

back from camp, and back to reality

going to camps, are always an escapade.
However, this camp, was a very ehthusiastic one, and very fun one,
but i think, in terms of knowledge wise, i din learn much,
the coaches, i think ,although did cover content, were not v. passionate bout their work.
ok.dats all for camp.

my days have been really busy, cos of the camp.
and workload, is really heavy? but i think ,its good to juggle the time i have.

the skl has been part of my stressed up mind now.
Aside that, there has been smth bugging my mind lah huh?
rly still in the grey zone, with many bumps and humps.
dno wad to do with that la.

anw, my mid year results is nt really encouraging, i got one of e highest for physics,
yet i clinched the bottom few, for both chem and maths.

Tan Teck Meng Scholar? ppl come say, wad kind of scholar are you?
i am nt like affected by that, but i do think abt it, as in
i realise, i am rly jus disappointing myself, but not throwing my face.

Getting top 15% for promos is really something i have to work towards, and i need try very hard.
so i guess. i have to schedule my life now.
yea
tats all
bye