aint it jus weird

i rly doubt this blogis for the public.i should get a meter to see how many ppl read it.
believe it or not, i got 8points formy olevels.
getting good points?
good or bad...
mjc or tjc...
does it really matter.am i jus weird or am i putting pressure on myself.
i think i have to jus get use to what i have and not make so much noise about it.
i have been thinking ...abt me, and abt my frens lyk rebecca.

am i rly a good person? or jus one who irritates...
am i lieing to my self or isit good to do this.
i rly am lonely once more...or have i changed?
i realised the true meaning or being in a real world,
in one where life goes on, byurself, and no one else.
walking alone is smth i get used to now, and i really hope,
i am able to build up my own personality, into one in which will benifit my surroundings.

i rly dont want to talk more....busy is one thing, but satisfaction is another...

turing back allows one to seee the path in which he took, while facing front, one then realise the meaning or life.

me.

so there is a problem with me isit?
tio fucking gl by e stupid councillor...say i write too little...maybe i nt a true leader la...

wtf....
nvm...u guys watch.
now i haf no drive of being e house cap liao...
lyk i can even be.
now...dun feel lyk doing anything....or am i jus trying to escape from reality?
1 mistake rly hits all...lyk wad kukubird's trainer said...
now...wen xin, is angry wit me?
lyk i got do anything....
yea......and shes in my grp....

and am i still nt attracting attention?
or am i jus insignificant...
pls..

i am down, if no one noticed.
cos i cnt afford to pull u guys down...
only silence will prevail...

sian

back to sk...haha....sian.

lots to say....but little to reveal...MUAHAHAA..

wads new, tats me....hah...haiz....got alot of new ppl i get to noe...all nt bad....but quite hurt many ppl liao....
but a few eye candy....haiz....got one...nice ar...^^but no...wun get into any relationship...
haha...lac la...too tired to say much...dno la..i sound so cheerful...but i guess i nt....

ok bye(: