wth.

hi.
i am back.


life has been rather eventful these days huh?
haha...
nt been at home for one full day,
and i am nt happy about it.
chopin nocuturnes are waiting for me , while
my parents are nt happy abt me nt being at home.

mean while,
it has been quite eventful?
i found out, lyk.
i talk quite abit to chung cheng people...haha...
omg, jus now on e fone with shi cheah, so gay...we spoke of almost nth.
jus crapping...
hmm.
den,
ytd, slpt at 3plus, had a great talk,
rly i felt guilty...
make sure it wun happen in my future.....sorry.

ok...tats e past...
anw,
as time passes, the sun sets, and that light, jus diminish, into darkness
hmm.
wth rite...
biasness is jus guiding me along, exploring more , and realising more.

i am tired...
jus want to study, but cant..


anw
i found all my blog post so lame and emo,
hah
i nt emo, jus writin emo things...
OR MAYBE I AM?
..
watever

haha...today is elearning day, or ytd, or fri was elearning day.
did manythings, but nt elearning.
went to go collect my cert frm cch, saw teo, vin, jian an, and few more at e bus stop,
den.
went to eat, with colleen and zhan rui,
den, found out how busy we are now,
den, read things, and thought quite abit about it,
cos it certainly has close relations with my past..HAHA.

k...den,
return home, den went out agian,
haf quite abit of time thinking while strolling with mum at ikea.
wth...
rly nid to seek an end to things.

and, found out, relationships, are things that are difficult to handle, so
i shall nt talk abt them.

but rather, i think i have nothing toblog, as i bet ppl will nt like my blogging style.
so i shall leave tihs place and go to my haven.HAHA
so, i may nt blog much liao.
tats all.

words are gold.

lots to talk about, but i dont haf e want, to write down already, unlyk jus now,
i read mr tan's blog for the first time..
rly am impressed by him, although, hes hobies abit gay, jus lyk me.
HAHA.
words are gold, yet, people use them, without thinking,
causing them, to lack lustre, making them meaningless.

i have been thinking about many things, and hopefully, i will be as successful as mr tan,or mr loh,
when i am at their age. or even more successful. it clearly shows the success of the y generation huh?

ok.
now on to other things.

today,. wth...i rly wan die la...

its rly tiring, and hard to keep awake, esp if u slp at 4? and when u are sick?
while doing chem test, i was shivering.
jus wanting to finish the day was my objective huh?

thoughts jus kip runnign thru my head?
thinking abt futures,
thinking abt everything.
maybe, less suspense will work better huh?
haha
...
bye

hah

hmmm...going to do some emo talk now...HAHA.

have any one thought about life after JC?
army, den university.
thats when u emerge to a world, where only loneliness looms
friends, the soul to everyones lives, will only become enemies in disguise,
as the frens we all have now, will eventually, be the ones, we compete against.

hopeless, yet one yearns.
afraid, so one waits.
HAHA..

live on.

sick?

8in the morning, shld be in skl, but i am here, slacking...
ahha...missd ytd's skl...abit regret, cos it was lalahong's last day.
last day being rep for him...haiz...but nvr go...
disappointment...
later i am goinn to go skl bah..go for pw, gp....


as time flies by, everybodys' changing.
in a world of dreams, only few succeed.
couples galore, only few remain,
as time passes by, situations change.

as for me, nth changes(:

failure?

ytd scholarship interviews,

i dun lyk my performance.



but i think,.

wads most disappointing is my mentality,



disappointment, only one can see,

feeling it, is what i am experiencing.



check lj.much more.



bye(:

lol...wtf...slp?

haha.....i am back from TJ's chamber concert....
lol...damn funny la...jun lin's teacher was cooking in front of everyone, but jus salad.....

den....jun lin, main actor in e skid.....
den......e strings were FANTASTIC.....
den dey play RACH 2, pathetic la...e pianist....lyk snail....
no wonder jun lin sound even nicer!!!
hah

i enjoy e second song by them....rly nice....
and e strings songs...were nice, but rly, they shld buck up....
haha...
damn insulting la.
i noe i am damn cynical.....
wadever.....
but...nxt concert i looking forward, tj's band concert, rly, i think vj's star wars , shld do well....
if they haf e standard. A challenging piece indeed.
Aiya...wad a critic i am...
anw...
life is rly abit weird la..
wth.
ytd nite...1.5 hours of slp...rly gna die, dno y sitll here....
anw.
PI must get EE
and nxt wk....all fullmarks...hahah.
war has jus begun....

anw....holding up ur head, looking at the star,
far away, unreachable yet a jewel in disguise.....
i guesss goals in our lives are lyk these, esp my goal in life.