hah

hmmm...going to do some emo talk now...HAHA.

have any one thought about life after JC?
army, den university.
thats when u emerge to a world, where only loneliness looms
friends, the soul to everyones lives, will only become enemies in disguise,
as the frens we all have now, will eventually, be the ones, we compete against.

hopeless, yet one yearns.
afraid, so one waits.
HAHA..

live on.

sick?

8in the morning, shld be in skl, but i am here, slacking...
ahha...missd ytd's skl...abit regret, cos it was lalahong's last day.
last day being rep for him...haiz...but nvr go...
disappointment...
later i am goinn to go skl bah..go for pw, gp....


as time flies by, everybodys' changing.
in a world of dreams, only few succeed.
couples galore, only few remain,
as time passes by, situations change.

as for me, nth changes(:

failure?

ytd scholarship interviews,

i dun lyk my performance.



but i think,.

wads most disappointing is my mentality,



disappointment, only one can see,

feeling it, is what i am experiencing.



check lj.much more.



bye(:

lol...wtf...slp?

haha.....i am back from TJ's chamber concert....
lol...damn funny la...jun lin's teacher was cooking in front of everyone, but jus salad.....

den....jun lin, main actor in e skid.....
den......e strings were FANTASTIC.....
den dey play RACH 2, pathetic la...e pianist....lyk snail....
no wonder jun lin sound even nicer!!!
hah

i enjoy e second song by them....rly nice....
and e strings songs...were nice, but rly, they shld buck up....
haha...
damn insulting la.
i noe i am damn cynical.....
wadever.....
but...nxt concert i looking forward, tj's band concert, rly, i think vj's star wars , shld do well....
if they haf e standard. A challenging piece indeed.
Aiya...wad a critic i am...
anw...
life is rly abit weird la..
wth.
ytd nite...1.5 hours of slp...rly gna die, dno y sitll here....
anw.
PI must get EE
and nxt wk....all fullmarks...hahah.
war has jus begun....

anw....holding up ur head, looking at the star,
far away, unreachable yet a jewel in disguise.....
i guesss goals in our lives are lyk these, esp my goal in life.

singapore flyer

just went to e singapore flyer!!!..haha...erm...e view was rly good, but went at e wrong time...e sun was horrible, it was 6 lyk tat...den e sun so strong...but din rly enjoy it, cos busy taking pictures, wish i had a better camera.

days passed in mjc,

life has been quite routine,

happenings, made my life quite sorrowful, and some times fun...

my pool has gradually inproved, but still has room for more imporvement...

my love life has nt been happening, and i hope that nth much happens...unless.

haah....shooting has been good, yet abit disappointing...

overall, i am satisfied with my studies....

yet... all i can say,

is my life now, is nt v. smooth, and i am nt very happy with it!...

anw...enuf bullshit and emo...

some stupid pictures below...

back...and sian

hi, much to say...
but its monday,
no time to say.

week end, quite eventful, as in, i was quite satisfied with my events.
but, my work progress...tmd...i am slacker sia...
totally nvr put any concentration, and like i nid study...
wa...douglas is pro in pool,
ha..no link.
ok..
met with colleen, after so long...wtf....abit short la e time.
but sry la.. nid go home...
hmm.co concert was damn lousy...kns.
want watch tchaicosky concert, i shall check SSO's planner.

i think i blog like a girl.

nvm...
many thoughts pass me again..haha...
i think my closer frens ard me are abt e same as me la..their situation,
hah..but i am cluless of how i can improve e situation.

i think, i nid get a break! haha.
when e time comes la...ok...
tats all for now.

back.

i am finally back to blogging.
been rather busy. or can say rly busy for e past two wks.
i think i shld give in more thought to studies..although i am uqite happy with my progress of my studies now la...
hmm...
other pressing matters are the thoughts that are constantly going thru my head...
am i going to go for wad i want? the goals seem far away and they do not seem as easy as they seem.

i am still wanting to return to my sec skl days,and especially meeting up with great frens will be smth good for me now,
but i am jus too strained up.

nid to start realising myself, and my objectives...