inexplainable feeling

ok, dis shld be a long post....i dont noe if anyone will read, but
if my mood dun affect me enuf, i will complete a long post.

today, had a usual long day, went for skl, den had cca.
alot of things went thru my mind....i was rly thinking alot..
cos it was a raining day, and raining day, is lyk...damn disturbing.
ok...today..got to meet our cgt, i tot was that center parting guy,
but is a chi teacher...hes rly good..but i am abit sry...i disturbed him.
sorry mr liang, i think tats one flaw i nid change.

next...cg rap, i shall leave my comments for myself huh? since quite
a few of u guys noe my blog liao.yea...haha.
anw..i haf to decide between lyk shooting and student council.
parents...obviously haf a different decision from mine.
so, i dno, i will still consider and come up with an ans later...

anw, i guess, mjc, is nt such a mugger skl after all, i saw pictures,
pictures of e skl students, and some are pictures of e concerts.
and e people are ppl who jus study and play at e same time.
those who dont, we shld nt blame them.
i guesss...i shall jus mix with e fun ppl? and also haf selfcontrol,
and self time management.

jc's rly hectic huh? i cnt wait for nxt wk's chalet...cos.i dno la...
can relax and do nth for 3 days bah...

den, jc also cnt lyk anyone liao hor...HAHAH.guess i shall gif up and
concentrate on my achievements(:
but definitely its a shadow that will be haunting me.hah...
anw, congrats to isaac and rachel!!!haiz...

lol...kk......no more to write...nt exactly a long post. cos i lost my lustre and lost my momentum
while talking on msn.
nvm.
e rest shall be left for only me and my heart(:
bye

no mood?

hi guys...finally i am updating..
now i noe dat got more ppl looking at my blog liao
maybe its time to watch my words?hahah..
anw..today is a long day. had fun at soccer today...
did a damn nice finishing with left top corner!!!hah.
lame la...ok...
den..colleen, sorry for being so rude jus now...rly.
i din noe e manners....and...god bless her....
hope u wun take it hard. i always here as ur best fren(:

ok
went for tuition after dat...anw. i sound gay here.
ok. maybe i am gay.

anw...got sqdouting to ubin...wan go...but that pressence
stoping me...pressence of a person.cant u jus approach me
and stop ur hidding and fucking face.
rly nid some one to talk to.....i dno la...but dun approach me
unless u haf e confidence to ...serious.
i am nt easy to open my mouth...
anw....un reachable is e term.yea!

our surroundings is wad we live for.without them, theres no us.
without us, they wun haf fun...
treasure it.

bye

some thoughts...

hi.....its lyk.
erm...sat and i am at home...
YAY!!!
cos its almost impossible for me to be at home....but later, got tuition..
its damn stupid to haf a tuition in which u dun haf anyliking for.waste my time...
aiya...dno la...its at 7 till 9
ok.
nvm tat...ytd, went for movie, jumper is nice. nt v. nice..but interesting.
den...take neoprint...yea...ahem.knn is still v. irritating.
but nvm....den bowling.....ok.found back my form, but score still lyk. shit for now.
den....some one dulaned me again....

back home....finally....
ok

sometimes, eunice...u shld jus wake up urmind.....and stop living in ur shadows.
we must definitely come to reality and try to face it. ur hiding only puts u in more misery.

haiz....its jus a vicious cycle aint it? lets say , u lyk someone, den some one likes u...u reject e person
whom like u, den e person u lyk also rejects u.
ahha.

no wonder its called LOVE.lol...
ok....
enuf lamo emo....

nature will take its path, yet, without any shit done, there will be no out come

hey...aha

hihi....
back to post, today
shit day....boring...
my shooting detiorate...yea....
anw...erm
abt my previous post..i guess i shld lyk. apologise.
cos lyk. v. bad...and i lyk amplifying e problems...lol...

ok....now....erm...everything lyk. settled...cos 2nd intake liao....so..no prob....

hmm....
nxt time dne blog bah huh!?

anw...zi yan, if u see this, pls tag...(:

hihi.

hey...i make this short...
but to those frm 08S104,
i hope to tell u guys smth...
pls...stop gossipping ...if possible k?
its worthlesss...get a life...

ok.
on lighter note!
i spent 100plus on presents!!!
haha....cool aye?
ok...hope u guys like them...(:

bye.

Happy New Year!!!

Greetings!!!
HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!
haha...

today, was quite eventful....
at first, cousins nvr talk much...
cos we long nvr see...den towards end...talked...
ok...
erm...nxt.
haiz..
my gut feel worse...

dno leh...i jus lyk....think alot of things.
wondering abt what is true and what is nt...
maybe i am overworrying...but...i doubt so.
u think its funny?telling me its jus a joke and all...
wadever la huh?

ok...nxt...
yay!colleen's mum out of hospital!
hmm..hope its a good sign?
and hope dey having a happy new year(:


i guess i still cnt reach out to ppl...
maybe its jus e 'it' factor?
must try to achieve it huh?
nvm...finish e 7 habbits first, den read tat book.

jus thinking of my future...and thinking what i will achieve and what i will nvr get.
ahha...bullshit all e way..

good dat i can change my tix...
found out my dad is getting older by e day,
although he still look young.

hope we spend more time lyk tat(:

OK..
sian...

emo!emo!!(:
see ya(:

haf been having alot of contact with my frens....
ogl camp over...
some ppl jus make me fed up...
some igrl frm tkss....
nvm.

sun met with my np frens...
rly wonder how we stil are frens....nt bad frens btw...

yea...jus went for few hours...but dey were such great hours....

nvm then...my workload is pilling up..
haiz.....
jacq...here i am talking abt u.....happy?

ok...

rly.....i jus cnt stand u....
cnt u grow up and nt be so immature and spoilt?

yea....

and...
it aint feel good to be lied to.....
yea...
pls....tell me e truth....~

and to all, i dun lyk anyone yet...seriously.....if i do lyk some one, i will definitely let u guys noe(:

yea....
enuf....
shutup...i noe i am rude.